Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Birthday for 2?

I knew there was something a little weird going on. Jordan was gone, explains my emotions. School was draining, that was my tiredness. I had no money or anything, thats my stress. Nope!! I was very wrong! On August 11 at 12:30, i decided i was not right, i took a pregnancy test... Those two beautiful pink lines brought a huge smile to my face!
I always told myself that it would be so hard to tell my parents and have to see their reaction. Something came over me and i immediatly ran upstairs and grabbed my mom to show her the test. I was in tears, not sure if it was fear or excitement..etc. We went and got more tests to confirm this. I was good and pregnant.
Next step was to go to the doctor and make sure everything was good and to see where i was in my pregnancy. Dr. confrimed i was pregnant, and that i was only 6 weeks along. When i saw my soon to be growing baby on the ultrasound screen i cried.
Next step was to tell people that needed to know. Ex. Momma and Dad Easter, uhh.. My dad :/, and of course, daddy Jordan. I cant tell you every emotion that ran through me when i knew i had to tell Jordan. I was seriously so scared to hear his reaction. Remember, at this time we could only write letters. Sending that letter out i was shaking while i was writing his letter. I've never felt anything like that in my life.
Next step hardest step of all .. wait to hear from Jordan. I sent him more letters in that week than i did the whole time he was gone. The next letter i wrote to him, i told him how i counted 6 weeks back, the weekend we had gotten engaged, i cried harder! The next week i got a reply to my letters, Jordans words were the most comforting thing i've heard from him in my life. He told me that he cried when he heard and saw the ultrasound, he was so excited to have a baby! I've never been so relieved!
I thought this should be my first post since its the story of finding out we are having a baby :)

1 comment:

  1. Nice blog Ali and a great idea! Little bunny has no idea how much love you have to give!

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