Saturday, November 27, 2010

Show your goods!

Well, went into the doctor to go find out what this little growing child is in me. Come to find out i have one modest baby! The one time its okay to show off your goods to other people, and it doesnt happen. I dont know where this little one got that trait.
Doctor says baby is doing great. :) Perfect shape, size, weight, growing pattern..etc. Basically, we have one healthy baby. So excited to find out what i am having so i can buy cute things.
This weekend i spent in NYC with my wonderful brother Jason, sister in law Erica, and niece Stella. We would go into the cutest baby stores and i couldnt even get a little blahblah! Its so frusterating! I cant let my little mommy side come out yet... at least in buying things. :/ But we will for sure know on the 2nd. :) So excited!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Skipping months


So i know i just wrote about finding out about the baby... We'll skip forward to how i am now. I am currently 18 weeks exact. (Thats 4 1/2 months for those who dont do weeks) Not going to lie, i want the mini here already! I'm sooo excited to see it, calling 'it' it until next monday when i will be able to find out the sex! I'm soo excited! We are hoping for a little boy :) Starting to show, and it is so fun. The only down side is that i wish my husband was here to see all of this going on.. But he will see the more exciting part of having a baby.. Lucky.

This is baby Easter now.
















Birthday for 2?

I knew there was something a little weird going on. Jordan was gone, explains my emotions. School was draining, that was my tiredness. I had no money or anything, thats my stress. Nope!! I was very wrong! On August 11 at 12:30, i decided i was not right, i took a pregnancy test... Those two beautiful pink lines brought a huge smile to my face!
I always told myself that it would be so hard to tell my parents and have to see their reaction. Something came over me and i immediatly ran upstairs and grabbed my mom to show her the test. I was in tears, not sure if it was fear or excitement..etc. We went and got more tests to confirm this. I was good and pregnant.
Next step was to go to the doctor and make sure everything was good and to see where i was in my pregnancy. Dr. confrimed i was pregnant, and that i was only 6 weeks along. When i saw my soon to be growing baby on the ultrasound screen i cried.
Next step was to tell people that needed to know. Ex. Momma and Dad Easter, uhh.. My dad :/, and of course, daddy Jordan. I cant tell you every emotion that ran through me when i knew i had to tell Jordan. I was seriously so scared to hear his reaction. Remember, at this time we could only write letters. Sending that letter out i was shaking while i was writing his letter. I've never felt anything like that in my life.
Next step hardest step of all .. wait to hear from Jordan. I sent him more letters in that week than i did the whole time he was gone. The next letter i wrote to him, i told him how i counted 6 weeks back, the weekend we had gotten engaged, i cried harder! The next week i got a reply to my letters, Jordans words were the most comforting thing i've heard from him in my life. He told me that he cried when he heard and saw the ultrasound, he was so excited to have a baby! I've never been so relieved!
I thought this should be my first post since its the story of finding out we are having a baby :)